Thursday, April 15, 2010
Walking down the hall with her head held high, every hair is in its place, sees a friend and she waves hi, wearing a smile on her perfect face. Friendly, smart, and beautiful, everyone adores this girl. Seemingly content, her head's in a whirl. Inside she's unhappy, and doesn't know why. She lays in her bed at night and cries. She doesn't know what causes the tears; how could this princess have insecurities or fears? She has it all. A pretty smile, many friends, a great guy, the newest trends, her family has money, she gets good grades, has her own car, and her makeup never fades. Always looking happy, every single day, but inside she's feeling a different way. This is wonder girl, she's everyone's dream, but things aren't always what they seem.
hmmmm,..... She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story.... says a personn... ~ Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.......... people try taking 100s.. of faluts in uuu.. but der never realisee dat Have they ever lived my life, have they ever spent one minute in my shoes? If they haven't, then tell me why they judge me like theyy do......and .There is only one rain cloud in the sky...and it's raining on me. Somehow I'm not surprised... ~!!!!!!!
Friday, April 2, 2010
sumtimes..people dont understand the value of a person unless and untill they loose that personn..wen u care a lot abt a person and always wants the best for himm and always wishess gud for him ... that other personn juz ignoress ... wen ur juz bein ova possessive abt that perosn cause u juz lovveeee.. him tooooooooo mucchhhh... dat person juzz feels dat ur juz a big pain to him .... a person who would care a lot for uu love uuu a lott and be honest and frank wid uu .. are rare to find and are onli found once in ur whole liifee.. and u end up ignorinn dat one special person who could have turnd ur life into a spring feild... but once dat person who loves u dis mucchh is gone away frm ur life .. and gone soo far dat u can neva eva reach her againn/.... a million words wouldnt bring her bak .. neither would a millon tears ,,, i knoe cause i have tried and i knoe cause i have cried.. :(.. ;'(... You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel..and for sure da day u loose dat person forever u would neva get her bakk.. and u have to tak it as it is a fact dat u did dis to ur self by juz ignorin her wen she was around to tak care of u and love uu and.. lend a sholder wen u cried.. Someone can walk into your life and it is not until after they walk out that you realize that they were even there.. .and then there z no use sittin on a rock cryinn and sayinn. "You have been the treasure in my hand. You have been the one who always stood beside me. So unaware, I foolishly .. i juz passed u by ignorinn u and one day i realised i hurt and and came to sayy sorry but u wer gone...I’ve seen fire and I’ve seen rain. I’ve seen sunny days that I thought would never end. I’ve seen lonely times when I could not find a friend, but I always thought that I’d see you again. ".....