Thursday, April 15, 2010
Walking down the hall with her head held high, every hair is in its place, sees a friend and she waves hi, wearing a smile on her perfect face. Friendly, smart, and beautiful, everyone adores this girl. Seemingly content, her head's in a whirl. Inside she's unhappy, and doesn't know why. She lays in her bed at night and cries. She doesn't know what causes the tears; how could this princess have insecurities or fears? She has it all. A pretty smile, many friends, a great guy, the newest trends, her family has money, she gets good grades, has her own car, and her makeup never fades. Always looking happy, every single day, but inside she's feeling a different way. This is wonder girl, she's everyone's dream, but things aren't always what they seem.
hmmmm,..... She says she doesn't care, but her eyes tell a different story.... says a personn... ~ Behind my smile is a hurting heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.......... people try taking 100s.. of faluts in uuu.. but der never realisee dat Have they ever lived my life, have they ever spent one minute in my shoes? If they haven't, then tell me why they judge me like theyy do......and .There is only one rain cloud in the sky...and it's raining on me. Somehow I'm not surprised... ~!!!!!!!
Friday, April 2, 2010
sumtimes..people dont understand the value of a person unless and untill they loose that personn..wen u care a lot abt a person and always wants the best for himm and always wishess gud for him ... that other personn juz ignoress ... wen ur juz bein ova possessive abt that perosn cause u juz lovveeee.. him tooooooooo mucchhhh... dat person juzz feels dat ur juz a big pain to him .... a person who would care a lot for uu love uuu a lott and be honest and frank wid uu .. are rare to find and are onli found once in ur whole liifee.. and u end up ignorinn dat one special person who could have turnd ur life into a spring feild... but once dat person who loves u dis mucchh is gone away frm ur life .. and gone soo far dat u can neva eva reach her againn/.... a million words wouldnt bring her bak .. neither would a millon tears ,,, i knoe cause i have tried and i knoe cause i have cried.. :(.. ;'(... You can close your eyes to things you don’t want to see, but you can’t close your heart to things you don’t want to feel..and for sure da day u loose dat person forever u would neva get her bakk.. and u have to tak it as it is a fact dat u did dis to ur self by juz ignorin her wen she was around to tak care of u and love uu and.. lend a sholder wen u cried.. Someone can walk into your life and it is not until after they walk out that you realize that they were even there.. .and then there z no use sittin on a rock cryinn and sayinn. "You have been the treasure in my hand. You have been the one who always stood beside me. So unaware, I foolishly .. i juz passed u by ignorinn u and one day i realised i hurt and and came to sayy sorry but u wer gone...I’ve seen fire and I’ve seen rain. I’ve seen sunny days that I thought would never end. I’ve seen lonely times when I could not find a friend, but I always thought that I’d see you again. ".....
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
imm.. soooo sorry for hurting uu.. im so sorryy for makinggg u cryyy... i never ment to hurt uuuu.... :(..... itz juz dat i reelii care abt uuu.. I'm sorry but I'll try now
I'm sorry if its too late
I'm sorry but I have to try
I'm sorry for being so bad
I'm sorry for being so down
I'm sorry for not understanding you when I wasn't even around'........
i'm sorry I let you fall that time
I'm sorry for losing your heart
I'm sorry I wish things where ok
I'm sorry for being a idiot
I'm sorry, I 'm sorry
eeyyyy okka sariii navachuu kada.. ......................
Monday, February 22, 2010
IT soo hurts me to see u hurt... it kills me wen i see u in pain or cryy.. i donno yy.. but i end in agonyyy....my mind goes blank.. i cant think a single thing excpet how to bring bak the smile on ur face...... ur soo my life that i just cant bare...anythinn happen to uu... at last a single word to end it is... i would be there wen ur wit me..............................
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
lol after he getz his snack he ends up hidin under my legs!!!!!
A Friend is a Treasure A friend is someone we turn to,
when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure,
for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives,
with beauty, joy and grace.
And make the world we live in,
a better and happier place.
A best friend
is always there,
whether you need advice,
or a pep talk,
or even a shoulder to cry on.
A best friend
listens with her heart
and is always honest with you,
even though the truth
may not be
what you want to hear.
A best friend
knows all your secrets,
understands your fears
shares your dreams.
A best friend
never stops believing in you
even if you give up
hmmm valentines day commonlyy known to be celebrated only by couples..... is veryy famous around.. :).... but i say the wholee feelin abt bein celebrated only ... couples is sooo wrongg/ :P ..!!!!! love a four letter word is a feeling shared by every one... a feeling shared by guy to a gal... a brother to sister... between parents and there childernnn.. and people in ur familyy.. and friends.... and lotz more.... :)... i see sum people who end up .. so weird on valentines day showinn off which is soo not true.... :P lol.... i feel when theres true between two persons every day of der life would be a valentines dayyy....
on my valentines day on feb 14 th 2010 .. many things happened .. my mom and dad gave a swwett teady bear like dis..to me and my brother . and expressed there bundles of love for us.. :)one of ma close frnd opene up franklyy.. and spoke how close im to himm. which was so swwettt of himm.. :)... and many one of my best told me howw muchhh close frnd am i to her and how i helped her through out our 2 yrs of frndshipp and how much she trusts me and cares abt me and how she can trust and rely on me... :) dis was day .. i felt so that valentiness day not only belongs to couples and bf and gf but everyonee.. so guyzz and galzz.... :) always keep smilinnn.. and makee a 1000 ppl smile :)
I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.'
In the morning when we wake,
I want to see you smile.
Tell me that you love me,
And that its all worth while
I love the way your close to me ...
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.
Friday, February 19, 2010
Like a bird that flies in the morning light or a butterfly in the spring when ur spirit rides in the winds of hope ... ull find ur wings for ur always free to begin again and ur always free to believe . when u find the place that ur heart belongs ull never leave ...love is like a melody one that i wil always treasure... courage is the key that opens every door.. though u may not know wer ur steps may lead and it may not show at the start ........when u put a foward step with faith and trustt .... ull find ur destiny
all for one and one for all. hes my brother and his my friend my wellwisher...what fun we the share and every word he say shows his sweet love for me...... bro ur the best ra... in my life he has played a major role in guiding me and leadinn me in the right path...... he z so weird and funny u never gett to knoe wen he gets angryy and wen funny lolo.. such a weirdoo... and every day to play around wit himm i need to take his beatings as fees looololl.... itz so fun wen his arounndd.... his soo practical and open minded toward thought of life,,.... he has guided many people and he has a heart of an angel.. lol i get so suprised seein his patience... hezz an amazinn dancer.. :) wit a grt positive attitude... :)... and veryyy sarcasticc.. :P ,.. ur rule broo.. :) urr bangaramm :P lollol ..ohh by da way i love messin around wit himm ":P but "sigh" i end up gettinn bashings!!!:P lolol
Thursday, February 18, 2010
A close person is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.this guyz name is nishant... he becamee a sweet friend of mine.2 yrs ago .. :)... he guides meee... in all ways.... wen i go wrongg... ... he becamme soo close to me that todayy he is the onlyy closest personn to my heartt..... he is suchh a sweett heart that he sits the whole day listening to da borinn speeches i give himmm.. lol.... he takes care of me like a princess..... he zz... one person u can trust and rely onn.. his character is sooo like siddhu in the movie bomarilluu.. !!! lol !!.... no matterr wat happens he never fails to make me smile.... :)he zz everythinn too me a sweet friend a good guide and more thann anythinggg.. :)..........too me .. nishuu nuvvuu na swweeeett sweeettt bangarammmm.. :)......
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
and if at all god grants me a wish ... i would request him to screww the great person who created sumthing called maths!!!!! " no offence math lovers!!1 " man i literally sleep of in every math class !!!!! the book math is only ment to create problems in my life cause the book itself contains problemss!!!! lol ..!!!!"sigh" ..!!! the day i end up gettin a 90 in math the whole world would blow up in suprise!!! lol kiddin !!!! anywayzz finallyy gettinn rid of math foreva in 2 months yippeee..!!!!!!!!
sweet memories that never fade away as if they have happened yesterday .In this life of mine that passes by every day my grade 10 was the best thing that every happened to me. I studied my grd 10 in Kennedy high which was a boarding school. the days that i spent there wer full of fun and till today i remember every single moment i spend der fighting with the guys of our class , playing pranks on each other ,having a hard time waking up early in the morning at 5.00 !!!!! man wat a pain !!! "sigh"and going late to morning exercises and getting royale screwed for that by running 10 laps in a humongous ground!!!! bunking math study hours and sleepin off in dorms!!! studyinn late nites and sleepinn of da next day in da middle of exams ..!!! :P ohhh and i remember da students who wer living in the hostel wer not allowed to have junk food with dem so wen ever we use to go outta da hostel we use to cum bak wit piizaa boxes stuffed in our bag of clothes lolol
!!.....and worst of all is copyinnn da actions of teacherss..and pillow fights with friends ohh man wen da week end comes our girls dorms use to turn into beauty parlourss mann lol... every day of ours lifes was like an new adventure full of funn.... :) but at last at the end of the day we use to learn sumthin new... and ohh ya we cried a lot on our farewell ...from one side i was relli happy that at last i was done wit schooling life... but from another side it was a lot of pain to digest that the people who i literally lived wit for a year juz like a family and itz sweet home was departing in a few more days... this school and it teahcers so equal to parents thought me lotz abt life and it importance and its moral values..... and so would i never forget 2007- 2008 MY LIFE OF GRADE 10 .... :) :'( MISS IT LOADS.... but stiill im so glad that i lived 1 yr of my life in this place,,... :)